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It's My Story.
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You walk a lonely road.
I look at these pictures & ask myself Who is this?We search for relevence, in a world that makes us feel small.I yern for the days when physical me was detached from my self image.I was stronger then & what was possible seemed much larger.I prefered it when I was an entity devoid of physical confines.Is the reality in front of me better than the dream?Every morning we get up n we try.Try to do better.Try to overcome the obstacles life puts in front of us.Try to live up to what life expects of us.
Time is the real comodity we sell for our dreams.Time is also the finite thing we are given to trade.Time slips away like grains of sand in an hour glass.
Always searching for the Truth.Truth is a very slippery thing.Truth is ussually what the majority accepts.Truth will not give you back the time you spent to find it.
I also get up every day n ask. Today?Any good news Today?The answer for Today is always tomorrow.So Today we wait, once again.
How many decades will this cost?This dream we seek, does not give up its secrets without cost.How many times have I sat at the table n pushed all my chips in?I wish I could click my heels n we would be there, all the waiting at its end.We toil away in darkness, our only Light is Hope.
20 years the price.I grow so impatient, yet I must act patient n understanding.The Dream, so much bigger.Anyway, Puppy says we fight on. N play n zoomies.
20 years the price.
Adrift between two plains of existence.People politely walk away.I see it happening, I try to learn from this.So many similarities between his path n mine.I pray that I'm wrong n Fear that I'm right.We simply repeat previously forgotten dreams.Wishing that this time might be different.
Life is very Hard.
I speak with people daily fighting the good fight.Gotta tell you I'd be done for without Mom, the Puppies n the Horses {n of course Birdie n Jelly).Try as I might I can't fight your Battle. I can encourage, console n hopefully make you feel not alone.My journey has been 25yrs. I did not just get here in one shake of a lambs tale.Think about that, 25yrs. That is not a minute, it's serious time. Poverty, Deep Deep Depression. Yet Mom n I survived. We fought every inch of the way.One half of that debt we incurred in 1998 is gone now. We finally can breathe a bit. By no means are we rich, actually we have just risen to lower middle class. The fight is more begun than won.People say famous, a star. If so still one with not a lot of money.Truth a Farmer, I work. Mom n I get up every morning n fight on.I have learned Kindness because of the kindness of others.New thing, Mom has had to start saying No for me, because I ware myself to a frazzel.
I am a better person because of the people I know. All of you.
What exactly are you trying to accomplish?
Have you read this? April 2015 Playboy "the Pez Outlaw"
You realize you come off fairly cray-cray.
real simple answers, not in order.
If I get paid, no I do not care.
In life we all become what or who we need to be to get paid.
We become Doctors, lawyers, factory workers, salesmen or in my case Pez Outlaw.
Don't you care at all what people think of or about you?
answer, no I do not.
Last night n this morning a thought kept churning around in my mind.
That thought is how the Pez Outlaw story is actually a story of the same struggle of aspirations vs reality that all working middle class n poor in America deal with.
The middle class n poor of America all yearn for a shot, there shot at something better for there families.
We all dream of making our big play n winning.
Why do you think Survivor, American Idol, The Voice n state Lotteries are so popular?
People dream of something better.
It's my fault for not writing Pez Outlaw Diary better, but I think it is the story of that dream.
My yearning while working in the shop was no different than yours.
My attempt at something better for my family is the same thing you work hard for every day.
I just wish that I'd written it better so that that was more obvious.
I believe that had there been or if there was a Pez Outlaw Movie n it focused on the fight our fight for something better, that movie would find a big audience in Middle America.
They'd delight in watching one of there own make a big international corporation go NUTS.
Who wouldn't go see a likeable Outlaw that pokes a finger in the eye of a Big Rich Ole International Corporation?
What part of that scenario do you think wouldn't tickle poor n middle class folks to there bone?
Pez Outlaw does in real life what most poor n middle class folks wish they could do.
A likeable Outlaw is very appealing to working middle class n poor.
Think I'm Nut's, OK why do so many TV shows have the word Outlaw in the Title?
The rise n eventual fall of Pez Outlaw would not be disheartening if the refusal to give up or give in afterwards was also shown.
I believe people would find a hero in one of them who fought on after losing most everything, yet still refused to give up.
The Pez Outlaw fall was at the same time more or less as there fall during the housing crisis.
When they were losing there homes I came within inches of losing mine.
Everybody in Middle America knows someone close that lost there home.
I was just to stupid to let it go, which is why I'm still fighting to keep my home.
That spirit to fight on is your spirit, you don't give up, you keep fighting.
There will be plenty of time to rest when we're dead.
The Movie itself if there was one would be a victory for every person who gets up each day n just keeps on fighting for something better.
That's why I think a great opening shot for a movie would be an OLD Pez Outlaw in a dark corner of the movie set watching his movie being made, reflecting on the life that led him to that moment.
That moment of watching the Pez Outlaw Movie being made is the Money Shot, it is the victory of Middle America n everything that they believe.
You don't need to change the story.
Just add another dimension to the story you have.
People are different n each should be able to walk out of the movie with an aspect that touched them personally.
Of course show n run with the Crazy, that's where the fun of it comes in.
I would also employ The Irving Thalberg formula.
Show Pez Outlaw being mistreated early on to gain sympathy n forgiveness for some of the things he does because it's crucial movie goers like n root for the character to win.
Pez Outlaw, You Crazy Bastard, I will never forget you.
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