Thursday, December 31, 2015

With A Little Help From My Friends, Pez Outlaw #pezoutlaw

 

Please Watch My Emmy Winning Movie, The Pez Outlaw on Amazon Prime & Peacock. 100% on Rotten Tomatoes. Best actor at SXSW.

It's My Story.



Who knows what will happen, but with the help of Larry Mason we are now looking at AI to help write the Pez Outlaw Book.
The plan would be for AI to look at & digest everything that I have written into a proper book.
With the help of others as proof readers. No idea how it will go but Larry & I are optimistic that it might at the very least be a beginning.

Here's my problem. I can write a thought & express it as say a 2 page post, but my mind jumps around to much to put all these thoughts together as a book. Add to that I am a bit Dyslexic, I can't spell for poop & have no idea of sentence or paragraph structure.

So AI???????

Larry Mason Wrote the following in his words, The rough draft of a Pez Outlaw Book Forward.
The Pez Outlaw
The unfinished story of Steve Glew
The term outlaw brings to mind various images. In westerns you can spot him right away
because he almost always wear a black hat. But in this story, the black cowboy hat is
exchanged for a green buck hat. The outlaw here is Steve Glew, a gnome-like unassuming
man with a unique laugh that sticks in your mind. His adventures are so wild some would
almost think they are fiction. Getting passed intel like you would see in a spy movie, searched
at gunpoint by border agents, … seriously? Follow Steve through his ups and downs in life,
the highs and lows in his business adventures, and how love is really the glue (Glew) that binds.
But unlike David and Goliath, sometimes the underdog doesn’t win. Sometimes the underdog
simply endures. Going deeper into the Pez Outlaw story than what the documentary covered,
you will better understand the impact the Pez Outlaw made and why the story just might not
have an ending - yet


The Pez Outlaw Movie is on Peacock & Amazon Prime.

My whole life I have been in search of something that gives my Life meaning. Who would have thought that a Pez dispenser would be the answer to that question?

I have never understood Life, let alone fit into it. We do what we must to find our path. The fact that I deal with Mental health issues & substance abuse has of course hindered my journey.

Anxiety being around people n depression cycles began when I was 15yrs old. I turned to alcahol then drugs in an attempt to fit in. It worked for a while, but by 19-20 I'd pushed that further than you should.

That's when I met Kathy, from here forward she will be refered to as Mom. Mom was my salvation, she spent the next 25yrs putting me back together. Rebuilding a tortured soul. She never asked why, she just did the work. Now you all might think n by todays way of thinking, she coulda done better. That's absolutely true, she could have. Thing is that kind of love n work comes back to you. My soul purpose in life now is to take care of her. No questions only love.

Mom has always indulged my excentricities, allowing me to find my way. this led to obsessions of various types. Collecting/hoarding. Toys, Cereal boxes, premiums n finally Pez.

Dogs n Houses

Before we moved out to the farm in 1975, where we still live. Mom n I lived for a time in the house next door to where I grew up. Dogs have always been a big part of our lives. By 1974 ish we had somewhere between 20 n 25 dogs. All were sight hounds because we were into amature dog coursing. Dogs chase a rabbit skin on a string in a big oval or straight line. 

As you might imagine the city of Lansing had something to say about that. I ended up in front of a judge trying to explain myself. Story of my life. Anyway, I promised the judge that we were trying to find some land n move out to the country. The judge said Okee Dokey. Get that done n I will dissmiss these charges.

So that's how we ended up on the farm we live on today. 48 years now.

The Farm

For the 1st 20 years here on the farm we lived in a really old farm house. Joshua (my son) n I reroofed it n wrapped it in platic during the winters. We burned wood for heat. I musta went through a wood stove every 3 or 4yrs before I burned then up.

During those years I was an accumulator. Every nook n crany had treasures stuffed in it. I had a 2ft square on my side of the bed to get in and out. Treasures gave me purpose n gratification. Like the girl sings, A Million little Band-Aids.

During those 1st 20yrs here on the farm I worked in town as a macinist n a welder. Basically I was a Glorified Blacksmith. We also got down from 25 Dogs to 5, but we aquired Cows, chickens, rabbits, pigs, sheep n finally goats. A horse or 2 but that part came on hard later.

Horses

With the New House n Pez Money came horses. 

Men you are really messing up when you fight your partner in Life's Bliss. If I could do it over I would encourage Moms desire n ownership of horses back in 1975. Here's my rule about a horse farm. If you want to survive you need 1 more horse as a paying boarder than you own. Right now 6 of the horses on our farm are ours n 7 are boarders

We raised our children in that drafty, God Awful old farm house. In 1995 when we let the Fire Department burn it down for practice Mom n I just drove away. We really had a serious love hate relationship with that old farm house. Our attachment is n always has been with our land. When we got the New house in 1995 it was a dream come true. Albeit a modular home, but who cared it was brand NEW! 

Prior to 1992

1992 was a change in our lives, before that we did not have much money, Bills were hard. Mom n I have seen quite a few hard times with money. The Carter years were especially hard. Then came our worst from 2002 to approx 2019. But from 1992 to 2002 we lived our dreams "PEZ MONEY"

1975-1985

for the 1st 5yrs on the farm we were finding our way. Homesteaders/Back to the Earth. We transitioned from Dog racing to Back to Earthers. Gardens, Burning wood for heat n all sorts of farm animals.

1985 - 1992

That 1st decade on the farm was very hard work. Poor mean Muscle to survive. By 1985 I needed more imediate gratification to sooth my demons. I've always collected Cereal items. I made a huge mistake though I was drawn to cereal premium, probably because as a child with 4 brothers I didn't get them all. Anyway I should have collected cereal boxes as I do now not premiums.

But in 1985 I branched out to obsessively aquiring Toys. Ussually closeout toys at Toysrus that I believed were good. Peewee Herman etc. Loved The Odd toys that I was drawn to.

2 Early Adventures Blazed The Trail for what became Pez Outlaw. These 2 collectibles are where I went to school for what became the Biggest thing I have ever done in my Life. SO FAR!

McDonalds Happy meal Toys n Cereal Boxes & cereal premiums.

Our Presentation was so extensive n Massive that The Folks at The Mcdonalds convention thought we were actually this special sought after group From McDonals Corp. This became a recurring theme for almost the next 2 decades. Joshua n I always put on eye popping presentations.


The great Cereal Premiums Caper.


People you do not agree with, Lets call them adversaries, can be instructive. You should study them n watch there techniques.
I have learned a lot from people with whom I do not agree.
Don't get angry, it's a waste of emotional time. Instead coldly without emotion watch them.
When people attack you they are doing it from an inherantly flawed position of weakness. They are ussually trying to convince themselves that they are right. The louder that they get, the more you realize that they are actually arguing with themselves.
The quicker you can just walk politely away, the better it is for your wellbeing.
The person that says nothing truly has confidence in there beliefs.
They feel no need to try n convice you.
I personally find it much more emotionally rewarding to say kink things about people than to try to tear them down, wrongly thinking that somehow tearing them down elevates me.
You can not elevate yourself on the ashes of your victems, you simply sink back down to where you started.
Look inward n understand who you are actually fighting with.
I've had a long time in the wilderness to look inward.
What I wrote decades ago was a primal scream.
It now is just a record of the journey.
I feel no emotion about it any longer.
Writing was the way I washed Myself clean of it.




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Friday, December 25, 2015

From My Heart. Shame. Pez Outlaw #pezoutlaw

 



Please Watch My Emmy Winning Movie, The Pez Outlaw on Amazon Prime & Peacock. 100% on Rotten Tomatoes. Best actor at SXSW.

It's My Story.


There is a degree of shame that comes with Mental Health issues.
That is one of the many reasons I post about this subject.
You can hide it or own who you are, I choose to own it.
You are not broken, your reality is just unique from others.
I wish that I could just hand new people that I become aware of all of the tools that it has taken me 74 years to learn & go Fix, Fix, you're good to go. But as we know it does not work like that.
It absolutely breaks my heart when I hear that someone I was unaware of is traveling this road that I was given.
All that said, I was given one gift that has served me well. I have a very strong core, I present myself openly. Like me or hate me, I honestly am good with Either way.
I write openly about my struggles, it is my version of therapy. Also not to hide in shame.
This though I do not recomend, private journeling is better for most. I have chosen my path because somehow I am imune from the fear of someone liking me or not.
My attemts are to hopefully ease someone elses burden. You are not alone, there are a lot of us out here like you. We fight, we survive.
My prayer is that you can take shame out of this equasion, you are dealing with enough. Let the shame go.
I know, I know. It's Christmas Debbie Downer. But as I said I became aware of another fellow traveler & I wanted to reach out.


So many national News & headlines have cast shade on Mental Health issues. Which is a shame because it makes open conversation difficult. We hear the dark stories & go quiet, when talking is actually the most healthy thing we can do.
I have felt it as I would guess so have you.
The numbers of people dealing with Mental Health issues are staggering. Please keep talking, We do not wear a scarlet letter.
We talk to heal & get better.
I know the temptation is to hide & not talk, but that is the worst thing that we can do.
Do you wanna know the thing I do when my mind is in a slump.
I work as hard as my old body will allow. I put on a fresh shirt & by the end of day it is destroyed with sweat. Work is very healing.
I also share openly to remove shame.
I have been avoiding talking about these things lately, you know because. But today I decided that silence leaves to many people isolaed & we just can't have that.
When I was young I always tried to search for the why. This is a fools errand. It just is, there is no why. The why you search for only hurts or incorrectly blames others.
Anyway, God Love you all. Please keep Love & Kindness in your heart.
Always strive to be the best version of yourself.

Truth reveils itself over time.
Search inward for the best version of yourself.
Avoid loud voices of desperation.
It's just noise of little value meant to distract you.
Pause & listen closely for the quiet voice of truth.
My objective is not to speak clearly.
I want you to find your own truth.
To say more is of little use.

A young couple stopped by yesterday, hunting for a place to keep there horse. We chatted for a while. Once they left Mom said, "you know that you Talk in Riddles".
Darlin Girl is never wrong & I depend on her to Translate Reality for me. Though I do admit this revelation was disconcerting, because you never know how you are percieved by others.
That said it actually bothered me less than it probably should.
What do you expect from someone who loves the writing of Nostradamus?
In an odd way it pleased me since one of my favorite phases is "Your Slip Is Showing". Meaning you reveiled to much.
Luckily since Mom & I have been together for over 50yrs she understands me.

Here's something that you do not know. Mom & I do not play the Big Money Lotto or Lottos of any kind.
I know everybody dreams of all the fun 600 million takehome woud be. When mom & I think about that kind of money all at once, All we see are the humungus problems it would bring with it.
We had a bit of money once & it wrecked our lives. At best money should be earned slowly so you can adjust slowly.
Mom & I prefer our quiet simple life.
Money changes you & the people around you.
Here's more that you might think strange.
I was offered actor pay for the Pez Outlaw movie when I signed the papers, I turned it down. Told them that's ok, I don't mind doing it.
Though for the final shoot, I did accept $500 & a Carhart coat sorta needed both at the time.
When I help folks round here I never accept money. It ruins the gesture of helping.
Admittedly, I have a poor relationship with money.
My pockets are empty & I am the happiest that I have ever been in my life.
Yes I sell Pez Outlaw not a pez dispensers, but that is for bills & buying food.
I do not waste favors from God on things like Money. By now I think that you know what I pray for.

So why do I do this thing, Pez Outlaw,
I have pretty much zero knowledge of who my ancestors on the Glew side were, which by itself is really not that important.
That said I do what I do so my decendants in this life Know who there Grandpa & Grandma were. That much I can do.
Hopefully my stories will amuse them or possibly help them.

Did you hear about the person in California who won the 1.2 Billion Lotto? I heard there take home will only be half of that. Though still enough to ruin there life. You say, what RUIN??? There Life is about to get very complicated. Sudden Wealth is like your life got hit by a cat 5 hurricane.

Money is not all that it is cracked up to be. In my Pez Outlaw Days I earned well over 4.5 Million Gross. It Ruined my Life.

Money changes you & it makes you a target.

Thank God I lost every Penny I had & regained my senses.

Mom hates it when I say poor so lets say Free of Money instead.

My Friends at Pez conventions may have noticed. I do not carry money, credit cards or a cell phone. My children ussually accompany me, I hand them all the money & they give it to mom. Last Pez convention I had to plead with Bear for $30 to buy 4 for a dollar Pez. You see Mom manages everything by phone & she told Bear to slow me down, that I was getting outa hand.

This is all said in humor, it's how I like it. If left to my own devises I am able to burn through money in amazing speed.

I am best when I have zero money in my pockets.

It keeps me grounded & a better person.

I may be Free Of Money, But I have the true wealth. My Story with Mom.

On the funny side. People here on the farm avoid giving me money because I lose it or forget completely that I have it..


Got to thinking about something just now.
You know I really don't have it that hard right now.
Yeah I get wore out here & there from work & chores.
Then there is the quiet time like right now, when you get time to think.
The in between time when you can relax & close your eyes for a bit.
Is my life Perfect? Have I lived a perfect Life? No to both.
That's OK though, I've seen a few things & have the love of a good woman.
I guess you could say that I'm finally at a relative peace with life.

You will leave this world with the same amount of money that you entered it with. Same goes for the monuments you build of yourself & leave behind once you are gone.

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Pez Outlaw, Cranky Old Bastard ALERT! #pezoutlaw

Please Watch My Emmy Winning Movie, The Pez Outlaw on Amazon Prime & Peacock. 100% on Rotten Tomatoes. Best actor at SXSW.

It's My Story.

What do you think, should old men have "Cranky Old Bastard ALERT!" warning labels?


Dogs n Horses Yes but No Children Allowed.
I don't know why I should have to keep saying this, but apparently I do.

I will not follow anyone on twitter whose page image is a picture of a child.
To me it goes beyond not being in good taste.
I'm a 64 year old man. If the image on your twitter page does not at least look 20, I can not follow you back.

If your homepage image is of a horse or a dog, no problem.
If your home page image is of a child, No.

I also can not follow back any page on facebook or twitter that's in Arabic.
I  have no idea what's being said and I just can not take the chance.

Oh yeah n no porn or excessive cursing. 
Yes I screen each persons page that follows me.

I also shy away from advert pages. Like buy follower pages.
Only real people please.  No Twitter Follower Farms.

Oh yeah there's one other type of page I do not follow back because it's a waste of time.
When I screen your page one of the first things I check is the ratio of follows to followers.
If you follow say 50 people but have 2,000 followers, I will not waste my time with a follow back.
You are just going to remove your follow after the follow back is given.

Other than that though I try to follow back any real people that follow me on twitter or facebook,
After I screen your page.

I will also admit to being confused by the huge number of twenty-something young women that follow me on twitter. 
My home page image:

If you're a twenty-something woman, why on earth would you follow that?

Somebody is cranky this morning?
Is there such a thing as cranky tweeting?


After Pez Outlaw, I intend to retire.
new profile pic captures my essence





Pez Outlaw Diary


Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Collecting Cereal Boxes #pezoutlaw

Please Watch My Emmy Winning Movie, The Pez Outlaw on Amazon Prime & Peacock. 100% on Rotten Tomatoes. Best actor at SXSW.

It's My Story.


  The other project or scheme that I had going around the same time was cereal premiums. Mailing away for the free toys or items you got for sending in upcs. You know the limits they now put in forms on the backs of cereal boxes. That was me. In a one year period I redeemed over 30,000 items from cereal companies, mostly Kellogg's. After doing it for about a year I realized there were no limits to how many toys you could send away for. So I started buying upcs from the refunder ladies, by running ads to buy them in there news letter. I also began working weekends at 3 recycling locations. Through all of these methods and a small inheritance from my grandmother.  I accumulated a huge amount of upcs, along with the required original cut off the box forms. At this point I put my plan into action.  I spent every night for months filling out forms  and licking stamps. 



 The avalanche of stuff that started to arrive caught our little post office by huge surprise. Finally they just started calling, saying we have 5 bags of stuff. Can you come and get it? This went on for months, resulting in that line on Kellogg's forms that limits how many you can mail away for. As I said, that was me. I don't think until that 1 year period anybody had ever really taken it to that extreme. Crazy is easy.


 Volunteering at recycling centers is also the reason I currently have more early 1990s cereal box listings on ebay than anyone else. I used to bring home bags and bags of cereal boxes every weekend. At this moment approx 1/2 of all cereal boxes on ebay are my listings. I have also bought cereal boxes from sales reps and the printers who originally made them for Ralston etc. In the past year cereal boxes have helped quite a bit. 

  On a personal not. Recently on a cereal box collectors website it was stated that I bought all my cereal boxes, because I was speculating. Yes I felt the boxes had value. No, I did not buy them. The majority of boxes I have were acquired volunteering at recycling centers. Several of them years at a time. I personally love cereal boxes. I am obsessive but not a completest. So acquiring thousands of boxes I love was what you do, naturally.

It's not as simple as one or the other. Speculator or Collector. To my mind both can inhabit the same space. Amassing large amounts with an eye to value does not exclude the reality of love for the item. Being a bit obsessive compulsive demands I amass large quantities. Love of something sets the direction. Perceived value justifies the endeavor. Without all three I'd just be a hoarder and the TV show has made that look pretty sad. Sometimes people don't fit in the slot you have prepared for them.

The majority of my cereal boxes were through the recycling thingy. That's not to say I haven't or don't currently buy cereal boxes. I do when the price is right. I'm an accumulator, I like lots of something. Anything. Though all the better if I happen to love the pile of stuff. Which in the case of cereal boxes I do.

A year or 2 ago I got real lucky in buying roughly a thousand Ralston Flats at the right price. This was a really nice find. Not mentioned very often in the cereal box collecting community, because I never said much about it. Also I am no longer a joiner, I keep to myself. Rudi is my main confident & she isn't talking either.

In the last 2 years I'm actually amazed how many flats & shaped flats I've been able to buy. And don't get me started on Wheaties. To put it succinctly, They Suck. The whole sports thing does not translate to cereal boxes. Yet that's what people in general always save & think do or should. Yes which means there are a lot of them out there. Taking that thread to it's literal end. The massive amount out there because that is what people save affects value and desirability. I thought I already said that, if not quite word for word.

My Wheaties cereal boxes as collectible opinion is bases on years of having them & nobody wants them. Product, realistic viability in the market place of collectors. The number of people who collect cereal boxes compared to other types of collectors is small. The fraction of those collectors who collect Wheaties is even smaller. This is based on reality not emotion. Sports collectors who cross over is not often enough to offset that reality.

There is a guy who wants over $10,000.00 for approx 2500 Wheaties cereal boxes. I don't know what he is smoking, but I want some. 1. As the quantity goes up, the price per goes down. 2. They are Wheaties for Pete's sakes, get a grip

Wheaties cereal boxes are just like any other cereal box when it comes to collect-ability or saleability. Whose on the box or how old is it. Generic boxes, Jordan boxes etc, not so much. Like I said don't get me started.

Another HUGE misconception by savers of cereal boxes is NASCAR cereal boxes. Again not so much.

People who hang on to stuff usually get it wrong. Characters, Characters, Characters. Cereal boxes are like a TV show with a guest star. The better the guest star, the better the boxes potential years down the road.

There is also the awful factor. The worse the idea, the better the box. Recently Cheerios came out with Yogurt Burst. Really awful. My money is on short lived & 20 years from now a really good box. Along with the awful factor is longevity. How long was it around. When awful meets short lived. Ding, Ding, you have a winner.

You may expect the following. I have just started saving boxes again. Accumulating currents. For anyone who thinks what's the point. In 1990 I asked myself the same question before plunging forward with the recycling project.

This whole addition to the cereal box section is a direct result of something brought up by andycohagen. Thanks Andy this was fun. Got me thinking about stuff.