Pez Outlaw, Grab Your Tin Foil Hat #pezoutlaw

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It's My Story.

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PLEASE, Grab Your Tin Foil Hat n join me for a few minutes of distraction.
In the event of danger, your oxygen mask will drop down from above.
The exits are Here, Here n Here.
Reality is so boring.

On a recent episode of Ancient Aliens There was a town hall type of thing where they asked folks to describe there experience with Alien contact/abduction.
I was only half listening until someone described an experience I had in Hungary in my room at the RABA Hotel in Gyor Hungary.
This person said that they couldn't move there arms or legs n there mind shot into space n kept going.
Frightened by this experience they shook themselves aware/awake?
Well! I had that exact experience on a couple of my trips to Hungary buying Pez in the 1990s.

That I had the experience is absolutely true.
Half awake n half asleep I had this very vivid ..................

I have no idea what to make of it.
My thoughts lean more towards Astral Projection or tapping into the Akashic Record.
Who knows n it's really not important, but that this person explained an experience That I had was Spooky.

My hope is that like Nostradamus I somehow tapped into the Akashic Record.
Unfortunately I can't seem to dial it up again or my calls have been blocked.
Just my luck, I'm back in a bad reception area again with no bars. 

Whatever n Whatnot, if doesn't help get the Pez Outlaw book published it's really of no use.

just love this.

Last night I got to thinking.
If I went back to 1976, I'd have to ask Kathy where I worked.
You see during this time period I moved around within my trade a bit.
I just could not bare working in the shop again.
So the realistic solution would be to just go back to 1998.
Once there I would cancel all plans to create n buy the Misfit Pez From Pez Corporation. 
I would take the $250,000 cash on hand n build the Horse Arena 12 years earlier.

Avoiding near bankruptcy n 18 years in the wilderness.
The restoration of almost 18 years would be enough.
Regrettably if I went back in time n changed the last 18 years, we would not be here talking today. 
I would though happily make that trade.


The premise is this.
Say it was possible to travel back in time to a younger you but with the experience you have now.
So my 65 year old brain would be in my 19 year old body in 1970.
This would lead to many dilemmas.

First off I don't give a shit about all the rules of time travel argued on Dr Who n Big Bang Theory.
Throw them out from the git, if I'm gonna do this, my rules.
So my thoughts here will not be constrained by "agreed upon rules of time travel".
My dilemmas will all be personal.

The thought of time traveling back to a younger me crosses my mind a lot.
I'd love the chance to live my life better.
One, I was a very angry trouble young man.
I'd love to share that part of my life as a better person.

Would I go back to my early teens n be a better student n not drop out of High school?
Would I go back to the day I met Kathy n be a better man from day one?
Would I go back to 1998 n not buy the 1/2 million in Pez from Pez Corporation?
To me, these are my choices.

Teenager no way in hell, plus I'd have to wait to long to meet Kathy.
Although I do run some of the conversations I'd have with my mother.
If I went back in time there are 2 people who'd believe me my mother n Kathy.
Other'n that being a teenager again, Hell No.

1998?
To short a time.
Only impacting one pivotal point seems a waste.
Plus Kathy deserves more.

The old switcheroo.
Not the day I met Kathy but after Moriah was born.
Those first years good n bad are to key to who we are n the longevity of our relationship.
Plus I would do nothing that might alter my family.

So we get to the conversation.
Kathy gets home from the hospital after having Moriah n I tell her that I'm from the future.
Honestly, I think I could get her to believe me, because for one she's not stupid.
The difference in the brain of the person that was standing before her would be like night n day.

Once Kathy was on board we'd slowly start the changes.
I wouldn't tell anyone else.
Though I would tell Virgil to keep his eyes out for Microsoft n Apple.
Virgil liked stocks.

The changes.
We had goats, pigs, chickens, rabbits, sheep n a few cows.
All gone or never entered into.
Get Kathy to Horses STAT.

Kathy's knowledge n joy of horses is now n would have been back then if I could do a do over, Key to our lives.
All the money we wasted in other directions would be put into building a Horse Arenas as soon as possible.
I would support all her dreams n quests for knowledge. 
On this she was especially right, plus it gives her joy.

Dogs.
We had sight hounds n about every other breed.
Skip all that n get Mastiffs n a Dachshund. 
Save a lot of unnecessary aggravation.

Ok that taken care of we get to me, the shop n my obsessions.
I'd leave the shop as soon as I could but not as soon as I'd most likely like. 
In this go round I left the shop in 1994.
This would be the worst part, having to go back n work in the shop for even 1 more day.

My obsessions.
I bought everything from comics, 78 records, toys, McDonalds, etc.
Skip it all.
All roads led to Pez, so get to it right away.

If I'd just bought $10 a week of current Pez starting in 1975, we'd have gotten to the point quicker.
1994 was the start date is 15 years x 52 weeks x $10 a week = $7,800 worth of pez to launch things.
By then Kathy's Horse world would already be a key player.
So the pez thing could be just another player.

4 years later In 1998.
instead of spending 3/4 of a million on pez, 1/2 million specifically on Misfits etc.
1/2 million was debt n earnings from buy leaving 1/4 million for Kathy's Horse projects.
Buildings, equipment, driveways etc. Like I will now if they make the Pez Outlaw movie.

Other than that.
Kathy would have had a more loving, stable n supportive partner for 20 more years of our lives together. 
That would be the best part.


You ask people, If you could go back in time n change anything, would you?
The noble answer is always, not a thing.
What Bull shit.
I'd change a hell of a lot.

Kathy really didn't wanna hear this.
Fare enough.
Kathy said Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda. 
No way, this is the topic today.

Think of it this way.
You could be watching a kitten play with string.
Or I could write this n you read it.
Probably equal wastes of time.

I write about what plagues my mind.
By writing it, I purge it. 
Freeing my mind to meander forth.
AH, sweet freedom.

Kathy said "What's the deal with Zombies"?
I told her that they're funny. OH!

Time Travel Addendum.

I think that I'd also go back to 1988 Linz Austria n snake Johann Pateck.
Get all those no feet pez for pennies, that were headed for the land fill.




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Pez Outlaw, Duffluffagus #pezoutlaw

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I'm now officially out of the Pez Outlaw Duffel Bag Business.
If you want one so you to can create a historic piece of Pez History.
CONTACT Jon Hicks below
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4 examples of these rare Pez Outlaw Duffel bags & how collectors are displaying them. RARE, because at best 30 collectors will ever be able to own one of these duffel bags used by Pez Outlaw to smuggle Pez dispensers into the USA from Europe in the 1990s.

Think about it less people will ever be able to own one of these Pez Outlaw duffel bags than a Make A Face or a Black Santa. So Yeah I'd say rare. Add to that that the Pez Outlaw decade was probably the single most impactful decade in the History of Pez. Before Funko Who else could lay claim to having created 30 some Pez, Introduced Crystals (and created the name crystals), Glow in the Dark, Bubble Man and Black Santa. 

Let me share some inside info. There existed at one point in time.

315 to 400 Black Santa's of vari ing type.

300 to 450 Owl Melody Makers

Make A Face was an over the counter item, at least 100 exist on the card and easily that many loose and my guess is that that estimate is very low. I know of 48 Make A Face on the card in one buy alone and there have been several over the decades.

The known universe of Pez Outlaw bags used to smuggle 800,000 pez is 35 bags and many collectors are buying 2, 1 of ea style.

As with everything there is a window when a particular thing becomes available. 1st reactions are always, wow that seems like a lot of them. Then boom they are gone and that particular window of opportunity is gone forever. You may not realize but when I got the 30 Black Santa's in 1994 there were some who actually got angry thinking that it was just to many. I sold every one and now 24yrs later try and find one to buy.

The latest proud owner of a Pez Outlaw Duffel bag
Jon Hicks

  I want to thank the following people who have added Pez Outlaw Duffel bags to there collections.  Lacy Ash, Frank Mountford, Chris Wiley, Megan Northrup, Michael Bassano, Jon Hicks and Jim Blaine.

Judy A Mesler, Lacy Ash, Frank Mountford  and Jim Blaine have Pez Outlaw Cargo Bags.

The fact that these duffel and cargo bags are proudly displayed in Pez Collections as cherished pieces of pez history is very rewarding. A special thank you to Jim Blaine for starting all this. 



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Pez Outlaw Duffel Bag Sells For $881.00 In Charity Auction
Lacey Ash was the very generous winner.

If you would like to buy one of these Duffel Bags I used to bring Pez Dispensers in from Europe as Pez Outlaw.

All are signed Pez Outlaw & Steven J Glew near address written on outside of bag.
These bags were used to transport approx 800,000 pez into the USA by Pez Outlaw.

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Below item SOLD to Megan Northrup

Megan Northrup's 7FCBgs1of3Duf

Megan Northrup's 7FCBgs1of3Duf under signatures means or signifies that this bag was 1 of 3 dufffel bags out of 7 bags total used in the French Connection.

Megan Northrup's French Connection Bag with Aeroports de Paris Securite sticker on it.
 

The TOTAL known Universe of Pez Outlaw Duffel and Cargo bags is 35.
Which means only 35 Pez Collectors will ever own and frame in a glass box on there pez collection wall (many are buying a Duffel & a Cargo so how many can have in collection is actually smaller) one of these bags that I brought roughly 800,000 pez dispensers into the USA during the Pez Outlaw years.

9 top load green Duffel bags (5 really old ones of which 4 are now gone & 4 newer replacement ones)

4 side zip green duffel bags

4 large blue cargo bags

13 large black cargo bags (2 are sold/gone)

5 Duffels recently found in a closet

How many exist of a collectible is usually not told in the world I came from as Pez Outlaw.
I got up this morning and said to myself, ENOUGH!
I've tried since the Pez Color War of 1998 to be painfully open and honest with you.

Brief background on these Duffel Bags used by Pez Outlaw to hand carry 6 to 800,000 Pez Dispensers into the USA from other countries. As Pez Outlaw I sold roughly 2 Million Pez Dispenser and earned 4.5 Million dollars in 11 years. These Duffel Bags played a very big role in transporting/smuggling all these pez.

These Duffel Bags were used as my primary means of transporting the Pez Dispensers I purchased in my over 100 trips abroad. Countries visited to buy Pez were Austria, Australia, Sweden, Finland, Switzerland, Germany, France, Czech Republic, Slovakia, Slovenia, Hungary, Spain, and South Africa.

In each trip I transported on average 6 to 8,000 pez dispensers, coming to a total of 600,000 on the low side and 800,000 pez on the high side. All hand carried across international borders in these Duffel Bags.

Step one was to put every Pez Dispenser into a 3 by 6 inch clear or made in Hungary zip lock bag. As required by US Customs, every pez dispenser had to have country of origin, so if it had it on stem, clear bag, if not made in Hungary bag.

The next step was to double bag the Duffel bags one in side the other, then line with cardboard.
Step 3 was to dump 3 to 5 cases of pez in each Duffel Bag. Depending on the size of Duffel or Cargo bag, each bag contained on average 1,200 pez dispensers.

On each trip I brought back between 6 and 8 Duffel/Cargo Bags. This required 2 large freight carts at airport curb @ $50.00 per cart in porter tips. Extra luggage back then was $100 to $120 per bag. To transport the Swedish haul to the airport it took 2 Taxi Cabs plus my rental car to haul it all and that was not unusual. 


You want to know a sight that will really break your heart. Several times while waiting to get off a plane, I was able to watch my luggage being removed from the cargo hold. I sat looking out the window of the plane to see my duffel bags tossed from the hatch down onto the tarmac. At least an eight or ten foot drop. Now that will break your heart.

black bags, green bags, springs. In my early travels I used standard military type green duffel bags for transporting Pez dispensers. Not the little ones you see slung over one shoulder with ease. No, I used the ones that hunch you over and when full weigh about 100 pounds. You see the goal was 1200 pez dispensers per bag. A few years in I switched to a very large black canvas cargo type bag that zipped across the top for transporting Pez dispensers. I always lined the exterior with 1 layer of cardboard and individually zip lock bagged each pez dispenser. 

Over a 10 year period I spent well over 1/2 million Dollars cash on Pez dispensers in Hungary alone. At least $250,000.00 of that was in the form of bribes, or money skimmed off the top for services rendered. Everybody got a piece of the Pez Money.

Now For the Fun Stuff

In the beginning of my travels abroad I used to paddle-lock all of my Duffel/Cargo Bags closed.
The pictures below will give you an idea how that went over with US Customs Officials.

SOLD

SOLD

US Customs Officials cut all the locks off whenever my luggage was lost. Which happened a lot, though in my over 100 trips I never lost a bag forever. Though on one occasion I did lose my luggage for approximately 10 days. Usually I just unlocked the bags for customs inspection, but when my bags were flying solo the locks got cut. I found these 2 cut locks And this slip of paper in the bags when I got them out for re-storage. On the Business channel today they were talking about the widespread corruption in Hungary.
I always thought of it as a vigorous entrepreneurial spirit. Why else do you think I spent over a decade traveling to n buying Pez There. I love Hungary.
Pez Outlaw always felt very much at home in Hungary.

Be Honest, You thought for sure that with this kind of a buildup I wouldn't be able to resist doing the obvious. Because let's be honest restraint is not my nature. I can't explain it, but for now I'm not gonna do it.

Well that's today, we'll talk again soon.

signing bag for Frank

signing bag for Chris. it was very hot n I was losing my mind.

signing a Pez Bank for a customer. Pez Outlaw Long may he live.

Recording the podcast at noon on 9-9-2018.
Hope it turns out OK.

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CONTACT Jon Hicks below
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The Walking Wounded. #pezoutlaw

 I think that when we are dead & gone we will be remembered by the way we touched other peoples lives.

So wave at your neighbors, It cost you nothing to be kind.

To avoid any misunderstanding. I have been clean & sober for over 50yrs. I do not use marjuana in any form or drink alcahol. To that point no drugs or alcahol are even allowed on our farm.

I lack the ability to deal with any interaction with that type of thing.

People should do as they please, God bless them. Just not on our farm, It is very bad for me.

I try very hard not to take positions on things here on my facebook page & this is by no means a condemnation of others personal behavior. Just a personal clarification. I need to make my stand with the walking wounded.

Due to mental health issues I self medicated for 5 years when I was a child. I was a drunk & used every drug that I could lay my hands on. I spent most days in that period of time drunk or high on drugs.

Everything from smoking dope to Meth & Heroin. I also did a ton of LSD. I would not say that I profitted in any way from any of it. If anything it made my mental health issues worse. It took me 20yrs to finally get a handle on my issues.

To me drugs & alcahol are just a detour that does not address the mental health issues that I needed to address. It just puts it off to another day.

For me, I would wake up from being High & then have two problems to deal with. Mental health plus what I did or said while High. My mind became more fragile because of Alcahol & drug use. I still deal with my Demons every day, it does not go away. I am not proud of those years.

It is very important for me & to me to speak about these things. There are a lot of us out here & no one should feel alone.

We smile, We try & We hope for a better tomorrow.

The fact that we are here means we are meant to do this.

So to my point, Please do not Glorify the use of drugs or alcahol on my page. Such posts will be deleted.

Other than all that, God Love You & do as you please. It is none of my business.

Also Please forgive me. I do not join groups.

Like Groucho Marx said. "I will not join any group that would have me as a member."

Ilona Stevens & I once had a discusion after I said that Mental health isues get better. That's a hard one.

The Demons stay but how you handle them does improve with work.

One big one is the Anger Management. For over 2 decades my internal anger at what I was dealing with was a definite issue. I wanted to blame something or somebody & was hunting for the why.

It takes the final understanding that nobody is causing this, it just is.

My anger was never physical but it was a bit loud.

The big difference now is that I no longer get angry at all. I accept the frustration & depression. I ride it out. When I feel it coming I start my prep to cope with it.

Also & this is a big one. I quit swearing. Cursing when your mental health issues flare up is an escalator. Which just makes it worse. Calm acceptance & shut your mouth, nobody needs to hear it when your mind is struggling. You will emerge from the bottom & you will not have added additional problems to regret.

So I guess what I meant was. It does get better as you get older in that you know better how to deal with your Mental Health issues.

I will never forget the people I have met who are struggling with there Mental Health issues.

One that stands out. While we were promoting the movie there was the young woman I met after the movie had shown. She was crying & in a rough spot.

I was supposed to get out front for Q&A, but I imediately paused the world. Nothing was more important than her in that moment.

First I always hug people who need a hug. Then we talk. I told her to avoid the things that trigger her issues.

Her wife was standing calmly while we talked & she cried. My final advice to her was, Your wife is your strength when you need it. Let her help & guide you.

Here's a hint. I live in my fantacy world. I let mom deal with reality. It's the unspoken deal that we have made. Bryan Storkel said that the Pez Outlaw Music video really wasn't my actual story. In truth it was more my story than the real story. I mean, I wrote it in a blog post called "The Pez Outlaw Cartoons." #pezoutlaw

In short. There is the real world & then there is the way that I see the world. Thank you very much, but I prefer my version of real. It is way more fun.

We who deal with mental health issues may not get to be happy like normal people. Happy always means that the Dark is coming. Middle is what I strive for. But we are allowed Funny.

Mom says that I am not funny. I say, But The Pez Outlaw is. That guy cracks me up.

Sock Puppet Guy. MASH.

Here is another hint.

There will always be people who do not like you & want to see you fall. Do not give them the time of day. They can not & are not allowed into your world. They just do not exist.

A very big part of my mental health wellness is due to The Horses, Dogs & cats. Every animal here on the farm has a story in my cartoon reality.

Probably why I'm not allowed down at the arena when structured Horsie things are going on. I do tend to get going on telling the animal stories.

Tomorrows reward has been 25yrs of work. #pezoutlaw

Please Watch My Emmy Winning Movie, The Pez Outlaw on Amazon Prime & Peacock. 100% on Rotten Tomatoes. Best actor at SXSW.

It's My Story.

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I've known for a long time that when pez outlaw is a success, some especially with projects of there own will ask, HOW!

A friend n supporter from twitter with a book just asked.

THIS! This is how.

The Key is to not let up or rest until the last chapter is written.

I watch other folks, vacations, long weekends, Parties, family gatherings of all type.

I do this (promote Pez Outlaw) every day, never a day off in 25yrs. Then I do chores.

2025 is on track to be the Breakout Year for the Pez Outlaw Story.

I can't go into it yet but the past has returned.

So here we go again.

I'm crossing streams a bit here.

A recent conversation triggered nostalgia about my years traveling all over the world in search of Pez.

I couldn't help thinking how lucky I was to have had this adventure and to have visited so many countries as a byproduct of my search.

England, France, Germany, Switzerland, Sweden, Norway, Austria, Slovenia, Hungary, Czech Republic, Slovakia, South Africa and Australia.

For 10 years I traveled roughly 10 times a year.

It was a very big n unexpected adventure, that sometimes now even seems very remote n unbelievable even to me.

josh n I just look at each other with a knowing look. Our lives are very different now but yeah we did that.

Oh yeah, almost forgot Spain. Josh also went to Italy, I missed that one, kinda burned out by then.

As unbelievable as all that was, we're not done yet. Stand by for news of the next even bigger chapter.

I believe in the impossible because I have already lived it, so why not again.
How hard could it be.

Like Tink said, you just have to believe, or was it Donald Trump who said it?

Yeah Josh, We Did That n We're Gonna Do It Again. So Hang On Tight n Keep Your Hands Off The Rip Cord.

Naked Brain

Each morning I come into the office to work n write.
To my left is a row of windows facing south with a view of the woods.
Today that view is obscured by a very heavy fog.
I can't see beyond the tree line.

This type of very heavy fog is a rare occurrence.

It's very disconcerting.
I take comfort in gazing at the familiar n unchanging.

I know whats there, it's always there. 
Today the familiar is shrouded, unclear.

I must have faith in something that I can no longer see.

I'm sure tomorrow the fog will lift and once again my woods will reveal itself.
Today though the fog leaves me in isolation, unsure. 

Originally this post was going to be a comparison of the methods people use online to attract followers. Basically how some of us are either dropping our pants or exposing our brains. How both are actually a form of nudity.

recently a timeline on my life was requested.
As I've said I do not live in the past.
Each day is a new beginning.
Yesterday is a previous life.
But asked, I obey.

Timeline

3 - 11 Fighting trouble. Locked in school closets.

11 - 13 isms n crazy entered my brain, quit fighting, cousins brothers friends, just to many to fight

15 started drinking, brought home by cops drunk

16 thru 19 doing drugs, all drugs

17 n 18 joined marine corp. 30 days, Max security county jail.

early 19 got married n separated

late 19 met Kathy. been together since the day we met.

By 20 quit drugs n drinking never looked back

Crazy though lasted intensely 11 - 43

43 - 53 Pez years

6 to 7 year hiatus from crazy

50 to 60 crazy returned a bit

43 to present Pez Outlaw years

60 to present much better

see Chapter 11. Crazy Is Easy If You Are Motivated, #... for more details.


Covid Poor! Is that a thing? It outa Be.!

After Pez Outlaw, I intend to retire.

Pez Outlaw Diary

Reflection #pezoutlaw

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I can't help reflecting on how things have changed this morning.
For me the 1990s were the Roaring 90s.
Travel and Deals at the drop of a hat.
Money was just a tool and easily obtained.

Deals for $10,000.00 were small ball.
I did that as a baseline once a month.
The deals I sought were for $25,000 n $30,000.
Decisions were made in minutes on handshakes.

Now, well now things are different.
My biggest deal back then was for $1/2 to $3/4 million dollars in one year.
Today getting $3,000.00 is very difficult.
Things sure have changed.

My mind still thinks like the 90s but reality won't cooperate, except here.
I really find it difficult to cope with.
I try to do things the way I used to, but today everybody has to think about it.
Unfortunately my bills are not patient.

These things take time, be patient, it's only been a year.
Maybe for you but I've already been patient for 15 years.
I've been so patient that I think I might loose my mind.
You ever feel that pain inside where need n hope crash against each other like giant waves?

So I try another way because I'm nothing if not resourceful and it too is met with process.
I get it, it's the smart way to decide, even if it's a foreign language to me.
Won't pay for last years hay or buy the hay I need today though.
The clash of the way things are done today verses my needs today is stark.

The world around me is at odds with it's very self.
When I need or want, I must be patient while decisions are made.
When the world needs n wants from me, I must act immediately.
Yeah, that's the fun part isn't it.

I'm told that I need to work on being patient.
I've had some product 15 years waiting for it to sell.
With Pez Outlaw I've been working on it also 15 years now.
To me, I've been very patient.

Patience is very much in the eye of the beholder.
If you've come to something recently, you wish the other party to be patient.
As the other party I've been here for over a decade, I thought that was the definition of patience. 
10yrs is what People get for serious crimes, by that standard I've done hard time. 

Look, I'm not gonna go rouge or anything.
I'm gonna be good n wait, but things get kinda sticky out here some times.
So I write about it.
I keep it vague n abstract so all parties on various fronts don't pop a cork but shit I'm goin nuts.

I know in my heart that all this will pass, it always does.
One day I will be on the other side of this struggle n wish it hadn't gotten to me like it has.
That knowledge helps me maintain optimism.
I just wish that day will come soon.

If I could smoke marijuana I'm sure things would be easier.
I'd just get me a Michigan prescription n relive my youth.
2 problems with that though.
It ain't ditch weed nomore brother n I'd probably go nuts.


I know, short trip, BUD!
Oh yeah n Kathy would skin me alive. 
Reality is this.
I enjoy people who view Notes From The Asylum, but I do this for me. 

I can run around in crazy town only so long.
Then I must poke my head out.
She can't do this alone.
Because that's not fare either. 

I will though make crazy pay if it's the last thing I do. 
On that note we end this group therapy session.
Like AA, My name is Pez Outlaw.
Hello @#$ %^&*!?  


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Pez Outlaw, Full Moon #pezoutlaw

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It's My Story.

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If Larry Mason n all of you don't mind, I'm gonna start calling this mini Larry makes. Full Moon Pez Outlaw. It most accurately shows what I devolve into with each Full Moon.

The title of this post is based on the fact that my depression cyles with each Full Moon.

Just does, no idea why.

At some point I hope that I will be able to withdraw when the full moon hits n folks will understand.

During the Full Moon I can not trust my own words. 

I just can't see for myself how what I write comes across.

So silence is best.

I doubt very much that I live in the real world. My guess is that I fabricate a reality that I find more entertaining because reality bites.

Unfortunately when my world dissolves i get depressed by the reality that is left.

I can't tell you the number of times that I've been offered help for "FREE" with my writing in Pez Outlaw etc. I have rejected all offers. My writing style is very purposeful, some is even intentional.
I present my thoughts in the style that I wish them to be viewed in. You either get it or you don't, to me it's the same thing as not everybody is a country music fan.

In conversations about Pez Outlaw as a published book, It has been suggested that I should read some biography's to get an idea of how it's done. Well, here's the bad news, for about 20 years due to my particular mental???? Biographies were all I read. So I understand what a correct Biography looks like.

Let me ask you. Am I Thomas Edison, William Randolph Hearst or Howard Hughes? No, so if I'm going to ask you to spend money n time reading about me, I had better get to the point as to why. Very little of my childhood is of any interest unless it actually is interesting.

Delusion Dissolution. Whatever, Don't care. I love those two words together, they tickle me.
The only reason I write anything is because it pleases, ME! I'm certainly not getting paid to do it in any meaningful way so it better be something I do for pleasure.
 
Of course this is all void if I'm paid n asked to do it there way. What can I say, I'm a whore once I've been paid.


After Pez Outlaw, I intend to retire.

new profile pic captures my essence

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