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If Larry Mason n all of you don't mind, I'm gonna start calling this mini Larry makes. Full Moon Pez Outlaw. It most accurately shows what I devolve into with each Full Moon.
The title of this post is based on the fact that my depression cyles with each Full Moon.
Just does, no idea why.
At some point I hope that I will be able to withdraw when the full moon hits n folks will understand.
During the Full Moon I can not trust my own words.
I just can't see for myself how what I write comes across.
So silence is best.
I doubt very much that I live in the real world. My guess is that I fabricate a reality that I find more entertaining because reality bites.
Unfortunately when my world dissolves i get depressed by the reality that is left.
I can't tell you the number of times that I've been offered help for "FREE" with my writing in Pez Outlaw etc. I have rejected all offers. My writing style is very purposeful, some is even intentional.
I present my thoughts in the style that I wish them to be viewed in. You either get it or you don't, to me it's the same thing as not everybody is a country music fan.
In conversations about Pez Outlaw as a published book, It has been suggested that I should read some biography's to get an idea of how it's done. Well, here's the bad news, for about 20 years due to my particular mental???? Biographies were all I read. So I understand what a correct Biography looks like.
Let me ask you. Am I Thomas Edison, William Randolph Hearst or Howard Hughes? No, so if I'm going to ask you to spend money n time reading about me, I had better get to the point as to why. Very little of my childhood is of any interest unless it actually is interesting.
Delusion Dissolution. Whatever, Don't care. I love those two words together, they tickle me.
The only reason I write anything is because it pleases, ME! I'm certainly not getting paid to do it in any meaningful way so it better be something I do for pleasure.
Of course this is all void if I'm paid n asked to do it there way. What can I say, I'm a whore once I've been paid.
After Pez Outlaw, I intend to retire.
Pez Outlaw Diary
Unfortunately when my world dissolves i get depressed by the reality that is left.
I can't tell you the number of times that I've been offered help for "FREE" with my writing in Pez Outlaw etc. I have rejected all offers. My writing style is very purposeful, some is even intentional.
I present my thoughts in the style that I wish them to be viewed in. You either get it or you don't, to me it's the same thing as not everybody is a country music fan.
In conversations about Pez Outlaw as a published book, It has been suggested that I should read some biography's to get an idea of how it's done. Well, here's the bad news, for about 20 years due to my particular mental???? Biographies were all I read. So I understand what a correct Biography looks like.
Let me ask you. Am I Thomas Edison, William Randolph Hearst or Howard Hughes? No, so if I'm going to ask you to spend money n time reading about me, I had better get to the point as to why. Very little of my childhood is of any interest unless it actually is interesting.
Delusion Dissolution. Whatever, Don't care. I love those two words together, they tickle me.
The only reason I write anything is because it pleases, ME! I'm certainly not getting paid to do it in any meaningful way so it better be something I do for pleasure.
Of course this is all void if I'm paid n asked to do it there way. What can I say, I'm a whore once I've been paid.
After Pez Outlaw, I intend to retire.
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Pez Outlaw Diary
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