Pez Outlaw, If Wishes Were Horses #Peacock #Prime

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Mystic Pez Outlaw

Today while making my daily pilgrimage to the throne of wisdom I realized something profound.

I really don't care anymore about much of anything.

Youthful proclamations of a deeply held beliefs and opinions about everything, are gone.

For 20 years now I've been slipping these notes under the door with no clue what becomes of them.

That said, from the confines of this room "for my protection" I've gotta tell you I'm rather pleased with my progress.

When you accept truth

There is pain

Truth also brings freedom

Gone are smiles that hide anger

20yrs of work disregarded

A lifetime reduced to a fairytale

Words only have meaning if you recognize them.

Rejection is an old friend.

My first lesson was no.

The faction that initiated the action is no longer a factor. 

With discretion I am released from my bonds, new hope is in the air.

After 5 years I'm letting an unrequited love go.

Silence, A show of good faith 

I will not talk in class

Darkness my reward

Lessons learned as a child

Repeated throughout

Life becomes memory

The look, the action

New to you, deja vu to me

Shallow praise followed by rejection

Whispers poison the well

Allegiances shift with the wind

Startled by the loss, what remains is the truth

I can't control your perception of reality

That belongs to you

I must accept it as your truth 

Random moods

A moment here, a moment there

Time is as one

With all my heart I wanted to believe

My devotion was spurned

With new hope I choose a new direction.

Funny how life sneaks up on you.

When you least expect it something new approaches.

First you resist because it's easier to follow an old path than strike out anew.

Once I embraced the new possibility, I found it very refreshing.

No more fantasy, just the truth.

I love fantasy, but even I didn't recognize him.

The separation will make old barriers unimportant.

How many oceans must you cross to remove bias?

Through what lens do you look to see truth.

I begin the journey again.

Hope fuels my dreams.

I have no answer to why I continue.  

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Unrelated

In my years selling Pez as Pez Outlaw I'd venture to say that I sold 1 of about everything that existed at the time. At leas 1 of ea.

I think I sold roughly 2 Make A Faces, 1 loose n 1 MOC.

The loose one went fine but boy did I hate that one that was MOC.

The MOC Make A Face that I sold was probably the hardest thing to sell that I ever had.

I barely broke even on the darn thing. Needless to say I'm not a Make A Face fanboy.

I had to reduce the price n I believe throw in a Black Santa to get rid of the $#%? thing.

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Signing Pez

Kathy says, $9.95 signed. $19.95 unsigned.

God I love her.

There already signed though, no take-backs.

After Pez Outlaw, I intend to retire.

Pez Corporate Fraud, Pez Color War, Restitution.

Pie in the sky.
Livin on dreams 
Roles to play.
Wishing I could take the burden.

Tightly gripping the edge.
Dreaming of sounder ground.
Redemption just out of reach.

Hold the dream close.